Written by Snakie86, (Snakie86@gmail.com) (58F0E4E2)…
I just smiled as I finish reading the message….she called me later in the evening and I picked
Me: Ehn…ehn…..kila tun rigbo ooooo (wetyn u wan talk again)…..u wan abuse us again
Shade: Crying seriously………pls am so sorry baby, I don’t know what came over me, it was as if I was jazzed, I couldn’t believe I behaved like that to you..pls forgive me baby..pls and pls find a way in your heart to forgive me
Me:Am not angry with you now…y begging me to forgive you, u didn’t offend me now
Shade: I know I offended you……….
Me:nah..poo happens in life…you only decided what you want in life
Shade: Its not like that snakie, pls am very sorry….
Me:I said have heard you….what else do you want
Shade: are u sure
Me:what do you want pls
Shade: can we see on Saturday?
Me:See for what? So that you can tell me am an idiot, fool, nuisance, shout on me and embarrass me? No way abeg..no need for us to see again
Shade:Pls now snakie, I need to explain some things to you
Me:Things like what?
Shade: How it all happened, everything without a lie
Me: Notyn to hear again..am not even interested in knowing how anytyn happened
Shade: Pls now snakie..pls and pls, just grant me this wish even if it will be the last one you will ever grant me..just hear me out pls
Me:Ohk..have heard you…Saturday, in the hostel
Shade: Our hostel?
Me: the one you embarrassed me? Nah……..where am staying now
Shade: Pls and pls…..i cant come there pls….I beg of you, cover my shame pls
Me: Ohk..lets meet at the eatery close to the bus stop but I wont have much time
Shade:No problem…..what time will you be free
Me:call me anytym you are coming, I should be around.
Shade:thank you dear
I ended the call and I was looking forward to Saturday as I was eager to know how everytyn happened between them as it was still a misery to me…………..I NEED TO KNOW HOW YOMI BLEEPED HER, WHEN THE RELATIONSHIP STARTED AND ALL SORT.
Here comes the day, a beautiful Saturday morning, shade do call me before that Saturday but I don’t pick as I have nothing to discuss with her again, all my expectations was for Saturday to come and lemme hear her out. She called around 1pm that she was at the bus stop, I asked her to wait for me at the eatery somewhere close to the bus stop…..i told my friend I want to get something outside and will be back shortly. I got to the restaurant, everywhere was busy with people coming in and out, she had already seated as I located her where she was…
Shade: Good afternoon
Shade: how have u been……
Me:Fine as you can see, am doing good..and u? hope baby is kicking…….
Shade: I thank God…….
Me:Gud, so, u said you wanted to see me, what’s it all about?
Shade: I just want to come and beg you for forgiveness, I know have offended you greatly, have offended your creator and mine, my conscience is not allowing me to rest anytime I think of what I did……pls try and forgive me snakie
Me: No problem, u didn’t offend me…..u said u wanted to tell me how it happened that’s why we are here..
Shade: (Crying)…..sincerely, I don’t know how it happened, it was as if jazz was used on me, All is still a misery to me olorun
Me:You don’t know how it happened? And u always collect money from me every weekend as transport fare to his place, you don’t know how it happened and you were always going there every weekend for like 3 months before I knew all what happened, you don’t know how it happened that you lied to me that Yomi was your cousin when we started our relationship,you don’t know how it happened that you lied to me that one gbenga was responsible for the pregnancy before I saw the truth on your phone. U don’t know how it happened that you couldn’t terminate the pregnancy so that I wont know about it, u don’t know how it happened, you fought me and go back to that idiot house….am not a fool dear, maybe you can tell me another lie
Shade:Am not lying dear, pls believe me, am still confuse, I need help seriously, I don’t know whats happening to me, I cant believe have been the one doing all these to you….pls forgive me
Me: No problem, if you are not ready then no problem……………I want to start going pls cos you are embarrasing me with this your tears already…….
Shade: Am so sorry dear, pls can I beg you for a favour even before you go
Me: Am listening……..
Shade: Pls am ready to do anything you want, am ready to terminate this pregnancy even if its today. All have ever wanted is to spend the rest of my life with you…..pls don’t leave me to my fate like this, pls don’t let me suffer baby……………..
Me: I think I have to go shade
I stood up and wanted to make my way out. She stood up, knelt down and held my two legs crying profusely. I was embarrassed as she was crying seriously…saying “baby, pls am sorry, pls forgive me, I promised it wont happen again, pls I want you in my life, pls forgive me..am sorry for everytyn, have realized my mistake, pls forgive me”
We became the focal point as everybody stopped all what they are doing and concentrated on us, more than 30 people and I could hear people started murmuring, “guy, pls forgive this babe now, she has been crying and begging you for the past 30mins, pls forgive her abeg”………One chick said “mehn….i can imagine myself begging a guy like this, this babe try ooo”…….”bro, abeg forgive her now….mistake has happened already, pls try and move ahead, she truly loves you”
One old couples walks towards us and the man held me by the shoulder “My boy, I don’t know you ooo and you don’t know me either but look at my age, if a girl of nowadays can do this for you in public then she definitely love you and I don’t think there’s any offence beyond forgiveness, pls forgive her and move ahead together…I beg you in the name of God…pls and pls forgive her, we are all pleading on her behalf”
I was dump founded as I became the victim and didn’t know what to say again, how will I start explaining to people what she did for me, I didn’t know when tears started rolling out of my eyes……..The old man pull her up and ask us to hug each other and move ahead, she hugged me immediately and I was a bit reluctant to respond but the old man and his wife convince me again……
Shade: Pls am very sorry baby….am so sorry, I love you so much baby
Me: Ohk, have heard you
Old man: Not that you have heard her..is she forgiven
Me:Ohk Sir, she is
Old Man: (laughed)…that’s my boy
Shade: Thanks so much baby
Me: Go and do what you said you want to do between now and next week Saturday, then we are back together
Shade: thanks so much dear, am even doing it tomorrow dear..thanks so much
She hugged me again as everybody was just smiling at the end of it but I couldn’t smile, so many things was running through my mind. The man gave us his contact to call him and even requested that we visit him next week Saturday together and I agreed.
To Be Continued…